A New Year

Beautiful Wife "BW" and I had a very nice Christmas season and New Year's eve. The start of the New Year is always a good time to think about ways to make one's life better and to either quit habits or start good ones. Yesterday we had a sit down meeting to talk about our lives, our hopes, our dreams and is there a way to make them better. This was not planning in a fashion but proceeded naturally. I have been very happy in my female led relationship. One thing I like about the blog is that I can tell it like it is and there are people out there who understand. I won't begin to tell you all we talked about but we were very honest with each other. Truthfully for me I support all about our relationship although I have been very embarrassed some times when my punishment has been a bit public. A few weeks ago at the store you may remember I got the cane because I used poor judgement in a parking space. She did not close the office door as she caned my bare bottom. She responded that was too bad, I should have thought of that. And the three other men at the store are well aware that I am spanked and caned. That part is true although one of them, Jeff enjoys seeing my bottom spanked more than I would like. I didn't expect things in that department to change much but I appreciated the opportunity to speak my piece.

Then, I got to hear what she is thinking. She thinks that if too much time goes by without me being corrected I "forget" and my behavior slips. She named a few incidents in the past month where I was disrespectful to her or to someone else. She feels that I get into a "superior" mode from time to time that no one finds attractive. To be honest I can get caught up that way. So we will continue to work on it.

When our discussion ended she said that we might just as well start my "reminders". I didn't quite know what my "reminders" would be. I was ordered to draw a hot bath and soak in the tub and stay there until she came up. So I did, and of course I was both a little excited and a little apprehensive of what she had in mind. After a while she came in the bathroom with shaving cream and a razor. She said that since I acted like a spoiled boy sometimes that I would look like a boy when she was done. I was ordered out of the tub and in a chair with legs spread and my pubic hair was thoroughly shaved. My pubic region is shaved clean, no hair on my penis, my balls, my taint (love that word) and my bottom hole. Then my old friend the chastity device was locked on because I haven't been able to keep my hands off. Then a big thick diaper and rubber pants. And when I go to work at the store I will be diapered.

Today was my first day back delivering auto parts at the store. I am in very thick diaper and I waddle when I walk. Not to mention I am not allowed to change it myself. Fortunately I have not had to do anything serious. (yet that is). I have peed in it. I guess I will get used to it, with the big diaper under my uniform pants it makes my already big behind even bigger.

Happy New Year!