In Service to my Goddess

It was another weekend that went very quickly. Beautiful wife (BW) still has me in chastity after deciding that I could not be trusted not to masturbate. I will say that the chastity does calm me down and keep me focused on BW. We had a very nice day together yesterday. As I had completed all of the housework on Saturday, we had yesterday to relax. We decided to go out to lunch and for that I got into a brand new pair of very silky pink panties and a garter belt and stocking to wear under my slacks that BW thought would look nice. At the restaurant she told me that she would choose and order my lunch. When the waitress came to our table she automatically looked towards me and looked a little surprised when "BW" ordered for both of us including what I was drinking. "BW" wanted to reinforce who is in charge in this relationship. It also is worth noting that while in chastity I have to sit on the toilet to pee as I cannot stand up. BW thinks that even while not in chastity she will require me to sit to pee all the time to keep me focused on my second in command status. I did have to use the restroom once and couldn't help but think if any one might have questions if they were to see under the toilet stall, the clothing that has to come down for me to pee. (But another thought!).

It was a beautiful day and after a nice walk and then she told me that she needed to be satisfied when we got home. I was excited and thought that my member would be released from his prison. That was not the case. At home we both undressed and she positioned her womanhood so that I could worship it and bring to climax with my tongue. Apparently I did a good job. After her release spent a few minutes cuddling, and then she donned her strap on and took me in the position that I am now very familiar with. My member was a little uncomfortable because he couldn't do anything about it as the dildo found a rhythm in and out and probed deeply into my nether parts.

The Sting

There have been two issues in our household lately that I have been having a bit of a problem with. Those issues are masturbation and surfing porn on the internet. The Beautiful Wife (BW) continues her efforts to make me a better person or maybe a better disciplined person and more accountable for my actions. I am constantly learning that "the truth shall set you free" and while I think I am truthful and a good husband these are habits can lead to deceitfulness. The masturbation has been kept in check by the chastity device  firmly locked in place. BW is pleased with the results and I will say that when it is time to pay attention to her the results are obvious. BW has had the theory (and I would say she is correct) that the practice of surfing porn exacerbates the masturbation issue. I guess that is not a complicated concept to understand. With the advent of the internet the opportunity to view porn is made very convenient. I remember as a 14 year old (if I was lucky enough to score a Playboy magazine, hiding it in my room and looking at it in private and with a great deal of pleasure.  However, BW thinks that I am having too much pleasure. We have been following another blog written by an intelligent young lady named Julie, called Strict Julie Spanks. She has installed a software program on her husband's computer. I have commented on the blog, couldn't help but look at a few very nice pictures. Julie told me that they weren't for me to look at and suggested that I would be a good candidate to get the belt. BW agreed and told me that I better watch it and of course this morning I was at the porn again and my luck ran out when I was caught red handed. I am now red assed. She has a leather strap that packs a wallop and it connected several times on my bare bottom this morning. Each implement affects a bare bottom differently. This one stung like a bee. I doing some work on the computer this morning. (No Porn!) and I am having a lot of trouble sitting down.

More Miscellaneous Ramblings

A few weeks has passed since our visitors were with us and life in our household continues on. Beautiful wife (BW) has been busy at work and I have had some time to do some work around the house. I have a list, no I can't call it a "honey-do" list, as it is a list I had better do or "pay the consequences" list. One of my jobs was to build a cart with castors on the bottom with a small cabinet with drawers and also an upright peg board with hooks. This will be used to storage BW's paddles, belts, cane and toys. I finished it yesterday and if I say so myself it turned out very nice. It can be easy tranported to where it is needed, can be put away easily, if we have guests with a gentler constitution than us. It also can be easy retrieved if a husband needs the feel of a paddle on his bottom. BW will experiment with it and perhaps will leave it in a place so that it will be visible at all times and a man might think twice about his behavior. I will let you know if it helps me stay in line. BW continues having fun buying toys through the internet. One new one recently acquired is what is called a "cum along". It is a leather strap the winds in a circle to encircle the man's balls and cock. BW can then cinc it tight and lead the individual to whom the cock is attached to where she wants him to be. So if anyone thinks BW is leading me around by the cock, they would be right. Due to my propensity to masturbate I am in chastity most of the time. Actually that works well as when time comes to use it, it is ready. A few times lately I have not acted as required. I was released to take a shower and I masturbated. The rest of the day I was on my knees with the humbler locked on and I wished I hadn't done that. I have to admit, I would have rather gotten a spanking.