Letting go of one's emotions

You know, we all have stuff in our lives that hurts us. Some of it might be in the present but most of it is in the past. It is too late to fix it. A new wonderful cyber (and hope soon to be in person) friend of mine and I have talked about crying when being spanked. I don't cry at every spanking I receive and yes I seem to be receiving a lot of spankings, but sometimes I do. It took a lot to get through my guard. After the spanking and my emotional release was over, I feel wonderful, yes a very sore bottom but wonderful. So guys, don't feel you have to be a man and suck it up, let it go.